Monday, 20 June 2011

Words.

Everything happens for a reason. A reason that might be so unknown to us. I'm okay with helping others and making them smile again, but i kinda suck at taking my own advice. I've always tried to stand strong and front it out, but it's been a while now that i've had my guard down. I've learnt it's okay to be weak at times and it's okay to cry too.

I saw Mama after such a long time. & to see him so weak and so fragile, barely being able to eat or speak, it broke a piece of my heart. Chemotherapy and radiotherapy is meant to be keeping him better, but it's slowly eating away at him. And it hurts to sit back and not be able to do anything. :(

Ya Rabb, grant Mama strength and keep him well. Ameen.

Results are coming out soon and i pray that Allah [swt] makes it a success for us all. We all tried our best and i hope results reflect our struggle and our passion to succeed too. Allahumma Ameen.

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