For so long, i've been wanting to put my feelings down on paper. But if i do, it's gonna make it a bit more real. Although it's been over 4 months now, i'm still not ready yet. To me, just yesterday you were sat on our sofa; i just made you tea and we joked about 'chocolate pancakes'. And just yesterday, Allah decided it was time to take you back to heaven.
It feels like every day, all im doing is just waiting to die too. Just so i can see you again. I miss you Mama. Look after my precious Nana and look over my beloved Nani - she's trying to be so strong but every day i know her heart keeps breaking over and over again. Because just yesterday you were with us and just yesterday you left us.
May Allah [swt] reunite us all in Jannatul Firdaus; Ameen.
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